Live life like heaven and hell

I really don’t have anything to write on my blog, I just opened my laptop to Bluetooth some pictures that was taken awhile ago, but then I started blogging without anything to write at the first place. Hehe :)

My fingers feel like typing and my brain feels like thinking of something.. then Poof!! I thought of my old reflections when I was still a teen. At times when I was in a deep shit, I thought of myself dying for only a day. Yes, I want to die for only a day. Just one day, to be in solitude, and to have a peace of mind and heart. I thought that for that one day in the other side of the world, I can feel and achieve what I can’t feel and can’t have in the world of the sinners. The feeling of being at rest and at peace, the feeling of being so happy and carefree, the feeling of security and the feeling of have nothing to feel. I wonder how beautiful there would be and how peaceful to be there in. After I have thought of that, my memories of my loved ones appear in my mind, and I’ve realized that if that would happen, how would they react? I was so selfish that I didn’t thought of the people who love me. Even if it’s just for a day, I know they will get hurt. I don’t want them to feel the agony of my selfish thought. What if in that one day of my death, there are so many things that would happen? I don’t want to miss anything in my life, knowing that it will only come once in a lifetime. I want to take chances and grab opportunities. I don’t want to miss the feeling of being loved by the people I treasure most in my life. At the end of my selfish thought, I’ve realized that no matter how hard the trials may be, no matter how heavy the burdens are, no matter how much pain I have felt, I still feel love living life like heaven and hell. The most wonderful thing that has happened in my life is when I was born to live it. :)

The endless loving and hurting continuously build a better person in me. :)

Season of Lent

This week is a holy week. How important is holy week, especially for us Filipinos who were known to be as most populated by Catholics? How do we really celebrate the true meaning of lent? Holy week, the days where Christ has suffered for the sins of His people, is nailed on the cross, and has risen from His tomb. Our faith in God will really save us, like what have shown when Jesus Christ was nailed on the cross. Those who believed in Him were saved from the opening of the land wherein all the sinners were eaten by the ground. Faith is a very important thing to have in one’s self, to others and especially to God. Even the sinners, if we will only just keep our faith in Him, we will still be saved. We just have to surrender ourselves to Him when the right time has come.

This season of Lent, we have to repent for our sins and continue to have faith in God.

What the World needs now is LOVE

I was inspired after I have listened to the song of The Carpenters. The world really needs now is sweet love, not just for some but for everyone. If everyone would start loving each other, peace will reign. The world would be proper, and because everyone is good enough and loves each other, God would not have any reason to end the world, or better yet at least we have lived our lives much happier before the world would end. I have heard from a bible person, that because the number of bad people increases daily, there is a need for a new world that is why God have to end our world and create a new one where there is love and peace everywhere.

The world needs now is Love,

it’s the only thing that there is just too little of.

I should have to start with myself. Be friends with my enemies, and give more love to my loved ones. I am not either a “saint” or a “God,” I know that it would be hard for me to make friends with my enemies especially those who were not my friends at the first place. It would certainly take time to heal all wounds. As of now, at least I have more friends than enemies. There is more love than hatred. I think that’s what matters most, more love than hatred. :)

Life is WONDERFUL :)

As I have looked outside my window, I have seen how beautiful the world we are living in is. I’m not saying literally beautiful, but if you would look intensely how the world goes around and around, it is beautiful. It’s just that people don’t tend to appreciate little things around them. But still, yes, the world is literally beautiful.

When we fail today, we can always assure that there will be a “tomorrow” to look forward to. That is why every time we woke up in the morning, we should be thankful that we are still alive in that very day.

I always ask myself, if God really loves us, why He should let the world end? Why do we have to die? Why do we have to experience sadness, heartaches, downfalls, pain and sorrow? But still, again, I always answer my own question why the world would have to come to an end, with that every beginning there’s an ending. We can not force things not to happen because God has His own reasons why these things happened or why would these things have to happen. And I know, whatever reason may that be, it would always be for the best of His people. God has always been good to everyone. God loves us so much, that He gave us His only Son, Jesus Christ, to save us from our sins. And so, whatever plans God has for me, I will gladly accept those without any hesitations because I live for God and by God.

I love Him so much. I am so thankful for the gifts that He has given me. He is the only truth that we should really believe in.

Though life has its imperfections..

I still believe that it is wonderful. :)

When to LOVE and when to Let GO

Finding the right person is very hard and very wrong. It is best to be the right person for the one you love and start from there. You'll always end up disappointed when you set standards and define a "right person" for you...and don't rush things because somewhere somehow God is preparing somebody for you. Don't be in a hurry to get into a relationship because you can never find love if u insist that you are already into it. try to find time to really understand your real feelings, to know who you really are, and what you really want in a relationship. you're right, there's no such thing as a perfect relationship, but there's a compatible partnership that goes along with it. if u already knew that you're too big to fit into a small sized t-shirt, don't give it a try. you'll probably break it and pay for the damages you have made. if you knew and felt that the relationship will not last, don't go deeper into it. you'll just suffer the consequences and live like hell for the rest of your life. it's really hard to say goodbye rough, but you can't make it any better by just pretending you still have the same feelings. try to let go and give yourself a chance to grow and give your heart a much needed attention. Then you will find that you have made the right decision and you made it all by yourself.

We call it love when we can't leave someone and see them crying as we try to let go. We are wrong, it's just pity. We call it love when we are too attached and think that losing the one we love will somehow make us weak and unable to face the stones of life. We misunderstood, it's just that we are too much dependent on them. We call it love when we give our whole life to them, the wholeness of us and imagined that if they leave, no one would accept us and our past. We are mistaken, it's just insecurity. But no matter what the definitions, the truth still remains that love isn't something you can buy or beg. it is real and existing. you can't touch it but you can feel it in your heart. you can't find it, but it will knock before when you least expect it to come. it can make you the happiest soul in heaven, but don't you forget that it can also make you the most miserable person in the whole galaxy.

When you love someone and you think you were the one who loved most, between the two of you...he lost more. for someday you can love someone the way you loved them. But he will never be loved again the way that you did..


..I hope you have learned something from this. :)

back again :)

phew. it had been a long time since I last wrote something here.. guess, I was just really busy or just being lazy. hehe =) And now, I'm back again and again to update my blog. Hmm.. I'm thinking of creating again a new blog account. hehe =) I want something new :)